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Lindsay Lohan Was in Love with Heath Ledger, Wrote About It in Her Diary

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I just don’t know about Lindsay anymore, you guys. At this point, if anyone in the world told me anything at all about her, I would believe it. Lindsay Lohan is crushing and snorting moon rocks? Sure. Lindsay Lohan bathes in blood from the morgue to keep her skin looking youthful? Well, she might want to try something else. Lindsay Lohan kept a diary in which she admitted that Heath Ledger was the love of her life? Oh, Lindsay:

“Today Heath died,” Lindsay wrote with a pink pen on January 22, 2008. “I’m in love with him…. He was the love of my life. He taught me so much, and he was everything I’ve ever wanted and more.

“I want to hear him laugh and hold me. I crave his touch and care.”

The couple were so close that the Mean Girls star was even planning to visit Ledger in New York City just days after he died from an overdose of prescription drugs, Star exclusively reveals in the new issue.

Lindsay, who has famously battled her own demons with drugs and drink, broke down in tears when she heard the news that Heath had died. “When a person dies the world stops. I’m numb,” she wrote.

In a 2008 phone conversation obtained by, Lohan’s mom, Dina, told dad Michael that their daughter was “dating Heath when he died.”

This isn’t the first time that Lindsay name-dropped Heath Ledger, if you’ll recall. But was she really in a relationship with him? Were they secret lovers up until his death? I don’t think so. I would buy that Lindsay really did write that and she believed it, but – and maybe this is just my unbelievably high opinion of Heath Ledger coming into play – I can’t believe that the feeling was even remotely mutual.

What do you guys think?

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