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Rihanna Insists That Her Private Life Can’t Live Up To Her Reputation

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Rihanna is known as a bit of a wild child, out there partying, having casual sex, drinking and doing drugs. That’s what she’s known for and she’s never refuted it. Until now, that is.  In fact, RiRi says that her public persona is nothing like her real life away from the spotlight, where she prefers watching TV for hours on end and can’t have sex with someone she doesn’t love because she’d only end up hating herself.

From Vanity Fair:

“Honestly, I’ve been thinking lately about how boring I am,” she says. “When I do get time to myself, I watch TV. I honestly think how much fun it would be to live my reputation. People have this image of how wild and crazy I am, and I’m not everything they think of me. The reality is that the fame, the rumors—this picture means this, another picture means that—it really freaks me out. It made me back away from even wanting to attempt to date. It’s become second nature for me to just close that door and just be OK with that. I’m always concerned about whether people have good or bad intentions.”

And when it comes to relationships…

Given that she’s supposed to be so freewheeling, can’t she just have sex for fun? “If I wanted to I would completely do that,” she says. “I am going to do what makes me feel happy, what I feel like doing. But that would be empty for me; that to me is a hollow move. I would wake up the next day feeling like shit.

“When you love somebody, that’s different,” she continues. “Even if you don’t love them per se, when you care enough about somebody and you know that they care about you, then you know they don’t disrespect you. And it’s about my own respect for myself. A hundred percent. Sometimes it’s the first time I’m meeting this person—and then all of a sudden I’m ‘with them.’ It freaks me out. This industry creates stories and environments that can make you uncomfortable even being friends with someone. If you see me sitting next to someone, or standing next to someone, what, I’m not allowed to do that? I’m like, are you serious? Do you think it’s going to stop me from having a friend?” But, she adds, “I’m the worst. I see a rumor and I’m not calling [them] back. I’ve had to be so conscious about people—what they say and why people want to be with me, why people want to sleep with me…. It makes me very guarded and protective. I learned the hard way.

“I always see the best in people,” she says. “I hope for the best, and I always look for that little bit of good, that potential, and I wait for it to blossom. You want them to feel good being a man, but now men are afraid to be men. They think being a real man is actually being a pussy, that if you take a chair out for a lady, or you’re nice or even affectionate to your girl in front of your boys, you’re less of a man. It’s so sick. They won’t be a gentleman because that makes them appear soft. That’s what we’re dealing with now, a hundred percent, and girls are settling for that, but I won’t. I will wait forever if I have to … but that’s O.K. You have to be screwed over enough times to know, but now I’m hoping for more than these guys can actually give.

“That’s why I haven’t been having sex or even really seeing anybody,” she says, “because I don’t want to wake up the next day feeling guilty. I mean I get horny, I’m human, I’m a woman, I want to have sex. But what am I going to do—just find the first random cute dude that I think is going to be a great ride for the night and then tomorrow I wake up feeling empty and hollow? He has a great story and I’m like … what am I doing? I can’t do it to myself. I cannot. It has a little bit to do with fame and a lot to do with the woman that I am. And that saves me.”

I love Rihanna. I know she can be a complete mess sometimes, but I am living for R8 (which feels like it’s never going to come out) and think shes’s done a lot of growing up in recent years.

The whole interview is a good one if you’re a Rihanna fan – check it out.

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  • So either she is lying about what she is really like in her private time or she is lying on her instagram making us think she is slutty and crazy…either way no matter how you slice it girlfriend is full of shit.