A very interesting interview with Holly Madison in the print edition of InTouch this week, which the kids at Celebitchy have so kindly transcribed for me to copy.
Was Hef mad at you for revealing you had split?
I think heâ€™s upset. There were a lot of people – not just Hef – who wanted me to pretend we were still together for the sake of the show. I tried to do that for a few weeks, but I couldnâ€™t live like that.
Did you really love him?
I devoted 100 percent of myself to Hef the whole time we were together.
Were you trying to get pregnant?
We tried for me to get pregnant by in vitro fertilization, because it wasnâ€™t going to happen the old fashioned way.
Did you have any success with the fertility treatments?
When the IVF didnâ€™t work out after months of giving myself injections every day and feeling horrible, the clinic informed me it wasnâ€™t possible because he was too old. I feel they were just after my money because they knew there was a 99-percent chance it was impossible.
Holly also weighed in on the new girls in the mansion:
Hef has moved on.
Yeah, Hefâ€™s always looking for younger women. Iâ€™m 28 years old and I feel like I need something more in life, so thatâ€™s probably why heâ€™s with some really young girls. Theyâ€™re just looking to have fun, I guess.
How do you feel about being replaced so quickly?
I worry about Hef. Heâ€™s vulnerable emotionally and I worry about girls taking advantage.
Dude, if Holly’s telling the truth, that means Hef actually was willing to let her have his baby … which is total insanity. I kind of don’t believe Hef would be involved in something like that.
Anyway, I do have a soft spot in my heart for Holly, and I hope there’s a happy ending to her story.