My heart melts for Chrissy Teigen who seems to continue her journey of pain over losing her newborn son, Jack.
She had said at the time of the tragedy, back in September, that she intentionally didn’t look at the tiny baby’s face for fear it would haunt her dreams. She now regrets that.
Alongside the shot, Chrissy, who is mother to Luna, four, and Miles, two, penned a heartbreaking caption detailing her ‘daily remorse’ and admitting she laments not looking at her son’s face when he was born due to fears for the future.
She wrote: ‘I am so full of regret that I didn’t look at his face when he was born. I was so scared of seeing him in my nightmares that I forgot about seeing him in my dreams. I hurt every day from that remorse’.
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‘To our Jack – I’m so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn’t give you the home you needed to survive. We will always love you.’
She added: ‘We are so grateful for the life we have, for our wonderful babies Luna and Miles, for all the amazing things we’ve been able to experience. But everyday can’t be full of sunshine. On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug and love each other harder and get through it.’